What can I say, got totally sidetracked. I dunno for some reason it felt good, although I kind of missed the times that me and my group buddies would talk about a particular topic for one whole day and not get tired of it. But I did kind of expect that the communication would die down a bit when we no longer seem to share the same interests. Well, let's just see when the much awaited show MLDB finally airs. I for one, I'd still gonna check it out. Who knows if the fandom feeling can be revived, either way as long as I get entertained with the show, that's all that matters.
The detachment with the headache provoking loveteam is pretty much beneficial though. Who likes getting hurt anyway? Really? It just so happen that there were really some good things on the side that we got from the fandom, friendships and stuff you know. Things that you're always gonna be thankful for.
From the movies to French lessons, Azkals, PBA, Dark Angel and finally Glee. Though I pretty much realized one thing from Glee fandom. Not that I'm totally into it as I was with ChErie, the highly contrasting perspective and environment made me thought of what I did to a celebrity that I look up to before. There you gotta buy everything just to get in touch with these celebs whom you support. Here you just need to be present when they need you. So I guess I was really in the wrong and I should cut some slack for the loveteam I used to admire. I've been too harsh I guess. Don't worry I'll still be a bitch to my enemies. Don't like being a softie just because it ain't me. Just made me realized I've been unreasonable before and really crossed the line. I'm glad I did apologize though and it's not really my ball anymore to bother if I'd be forgiven or what.
Well at least despite all the side trippings, there's been a lot of life lessons that I learned. That's gotta be a good thing ayt?
